The weekend

So Saturday was valentines day but Iain was working so i decided to go out with Ilona in Brechin which was a really good saved me sitting in on valentines on my own, which would have sucked lots. So we got some bud and got ready at hers, we went down to Hudsons first which was dead quiet so we went to stables which was also busy we stayed there a while drinking lots, anyway we decided to walk back up to Hudsons and we saw Steven, An old friend of mine which i am still pretty crushed about losing anyway he gave me the biggest dirty look ever but i decided to ignore it as nothing was going to ruin my valentines, Biz my friend phoned me a few times saying he'd be out soon with Megan another one of my "close friends" basically I get on really well with Biz ,end of!so we went back to hudsons and it was packed, there wasa dj there "dj ak" he was so sweet and i got talking to him, as you do i find it easier to talk to boys he soon became my dancing partner, shows how drunk i was, i never dance haha. Caz and Joe were there i dragged them up dancing to. Then Pugs came and we danced to grease it was so halarious!!!he really lightened up my night =D!

anyway later Megan came so i went over and gave her a hug and she basically pushed me away and i was like "okay, Hi wheres Biz" and she was like "why?" and i was confused at that point anyway she hasked to talk to me and can you believe she accused me of trying to get with Biz i was gobsmacked actually how someone who was ment to be a close friend could accuse me of that, I have a boyfriend for god sake! she really showed how childish she was that night!!

anyway it was a really good night we went back to lonas and she had a drunk strop but ugh who cares.

Sunday Iain picked me up and we went for a valentines meal in Montrose it was so lovely!!:)

we got home and Steven was on my msn so i said why was i still on and he said he had deleted me and not blocked me, then i said why didnt you block and delete me we had a little bit of a conversation and basically he said he lost all respect for me cause the way ive acted, he doesnt understand that all it was, was i actually cared about what he had, he really is a selfish arrogant prick but yet id do anything for him to care again he was a really close friend to me and its like ive lost everything in one, everytime i go out i get shit off his girlfriends friends and its so tiring, im so dissapointed in Steven as we fought so much for this friendship and clearly i thought i ment alot more to him! but i obviously didnt, im also annoyed atmyself for trusting him..